i can’t eat anything
can’t tell if this is haram or helal
deep down inside i feel to eat
this terrible ezan stops me

now that the war is through with me
i’m waking up (to sahur) i can not see
that there is not much left for me
nothing is real but hunger now

hold my nefis as i wish for death
oh please god, feed me

back in the womb its much too real
in pumps life that i must feel
but can’t look forward to reveal
look to the iftar time when i’ll live

wake through the davul that sticks in me
just like a oruç novelty
tied to imsak that make me be
cut this nefis off from me

hold my nefis as i wish for food
oh please god, feed me
now the world is gone i’m just one
oh god,help me hold my nefis as i wish for food
oh please god help me

oruç imprisoning me
all that i see
absolute dinner
i cannot eat
i cannot fuck
trapped in myself
body my holding cell

oruç has taken my sight
taken my food
taken my sex
taken my drink
taken my kiss
taken my soul
left me with life in hell

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